Jason Fedele

my love Jason Fedele

My love Jason Fedele days before his passing

My baby Jason Fedele, an angel, a beautiful soul, a kind person, the best man ever lived on the earth

My soul mate, Jason, the best person, my honey pie

Jason Fedele you are not forgotten

You asked me if I would remember you after your gone and I told you that I would love you till my last breath and here I am, you are here with me in my heart, in my life and in my memories every single day and trust me you will always be with me. If there was a way to die and meet you i would have done it already. I cannot wait to see you and meet you again.
You have been gone for 3 months and more, after your passing life became more difficult because your death caused me serious mental trauma. I keep thinking as what went wrong. I tried to help you, i wanted to save you and i always prayed for you and begged God to heal you and have mercy on you baby. You told me that you had lose your all hopes and I requested you to keep faith in God and this is how it all turned out to be........ i dont know if i should question God or fate or this whole existence and our life.
I have so many memories of you though but they are not enough. After losing you i havelost it all and i cannot tell how much longer i will stay insane because life is all messed up.